Two of the most inspiring women I have ever known. Mom and Amber Zoe.

I bought a digital voice recorder which I am hoping will be helpful for documenting my experience. I originally wanted to hear her stories, but since she is talking less and less, it is often hard to get them out of her. Not that I have any inkling to stop trying, I definitely will continue on that mission as long as it is not too frustrating for her. But, I realized that it is a great tool to vent to and release all of my questions, concerns, comments, (and all the stuff in between) to a place where I cannot be judged, at least not while I am spewing the thoughts.

I only saw Mom for a second today when I asked Allison to drive by her house so I could pick up her car for the upcoming weekend. She seemed well today, happy, just doing her thing (watching soaps with her dog). I love her so much. I still have so many questions, but it has been a long day and tomorrow will be another, so I will say goodnight instead of delving into them.